booked out

so many things happened every day of last week. damn im shagged. didnt get my trainings in, my meals were all shit and im losing lotsa money

MONDAY:
went to henderson wave for photo shoot with Malek Hans Wirda Ayu Ahmad. as usual we woke up so early in the morning for idk what and went to met malek 1st then headed to vivo for breakfast. met at 0800 and started at 1030. penat la oi. well the shoot was fun as usual but didnt take that many pic cause the other photogrpher was busy taking her gf pic. shes just in the way. anw we had 2 sessions. the morning one became afternoon. it was damn bloody hot and i was in 3 layers of clothes. Ayu can take great pic but only from the front. she's so traight minded. yeah we know we're muslims but doesnt mean you go church and help out other ppl of other races and religion makes you a sinner. i thought Islam preached about helping others. sometimes i just think that some ppl are too closed minded. anw we slacked at vivo till about 1830 cause we wanted to see the sunset and night shoot. saw Nadiah and Aidil at vivo.

TUESDAY:
i had 2 interviews. one was a second interview at a hotel then the other at boonlay. i woke up damn early to buy season parking and i was there at 0720. the 2nd one to queue. i sweat like a damn dog, i was wearing formal for God's sake. i had an interview. so my 20 mins wait was a waste cause the bloody person said the date was 24th not 21st. and i had to have a log book. i totally wasted my time there. anw went to Mal's place to get some of my stuff he printed out for me then straight to 1st interview. thought i'd be easy but hell it wasnt. damn i kena tekan like fuck sia. alright im just a trainee. im going there to get experience, get used to the hospitality line, learn new stuff. gimme a break la. everyone started out somewhere right. geez. anw i screwed my 1st interview up and went to boonlay for my 2nd. damn its fucking far but wth right, distance, pay dont matter. anw it wwent well. loved the chef. nice calm funny guy. got hired and starting 11th oct. after that shit went to M.I. to meet my baby sister Suhailahbi. i really miss her. yeah we dont talk often and we rarely meet but i treat her like my sister. met like 3 years ago at madrasah exam hall. she was complaining about the stargazing paper we got and she was like who the hell wants to see stars. met her bf Adib. to tel you the truth, he is one of the nicest guys ive met. he reminds me of Su but her good side. they both really looked great together. i wish them all the best. and i'll break his legs if he breaks her heart

WEDNESDAY:
woke up early as usual and went for my workout then swim meet with Haziq at sk. he's nice but a lil screwe up. honestly youre great but im freaked out around you. sorry but thats just how i feel. we swam for awhile. he love swimming but the spandex is not needed dude. went for lunch then home. it was a short but tiring day.

THURSDAY:
oh i hated this day. i hoped it didnt come but wth it did. my NS medical checkup. was so freaking nervous. anw it was at 0800. got there just in time. 1st station was phototaking. having taking so many shoot, nah it was a breeze. 2nd station urine test omg. this was epic. they told me Mal and few other guys to take the cup and go toilet cause inside got pic instruction. wth. anw we were joking ard like eh you need more ask me, enough?, omg mine so yellow, oops i spilled it. anw it went fine but the one after this didnt. it was a blood test. to everyone out there, i love blood but i HATE needles. thats why i dont take steroids. he strapped my right arm then i told him be gentle. he said ok but the vein wasnt. so he went to my left arm. damn i gave him a huge one. once he took out the syringe i told him wait cause i wanted to get ready, took off my glasses and closed my eye. i felt it sia. i felt it going it and the blood being drawned out. i tought it was over so i took a peek and i saw a full syringe of blood hanging the. i almost fainted sia. and when he pulled it out i almost screamed. couldnt move my arm for like the whole freaking day. anw the rest of the checks were fine. im not deaf, not blind, i dont have bad teeth, heart and lungs alright, blood pressure normal and private area fit to fuck. hahahahaha. after that went to sch cause i had IA briefing then went visiting with my ITE classmates. i spend 7 bucks for cab to bb. and it was like alrd 2330 when we left. took LAST train to amk cause it was the last station and took the 2ND LAST 165 bus home.

FRIDAY:
i spent the whole day lazing aroud then at night went to Yahaya's surprise bdae. said at was 1900 at pit 7 but no one was there. waited till about 1930 then Lisa and Larvi came. helped carried stuff and started the fire. the thing about bbq is you gotta come early to start the fire. come about 2 hours early before the guests. anw Zara's friends were all very friendly. as usual im the one doing all the bbq-ing. anw i got drunk. this was the 1st time i got drunk. damn my head was spinning trying to control it. missed the last bus so i took cab home. couldnt walk straight anw

SATURDAY:
bad hangover. asked Wan what to do cause he was a hardcore clubber, drinker, fucker. stayed at home noon cause i had a wedding to go to with Ayu. omg her friend so familiar like ive met her before and talked to her or something. damn la whats her name. went to open houses after that then home. too tired cause of being hangover. i was in a bad mood. i was angry for nothing. i have so much anger and hate inside. i dont know why. i need a release. a way to either surpress or release or control my anger. ST. ANGER

SUNDAY:
went to Farhan's open house. wanted to meet Zachary after that but Mal wanted go visiting. anything la. anw went to a few houses then back home. really had no mood to do anything