i never thought i'd be over this fast. i still remember it clearly the 1st day i stepped into class. i was with my afro hair and was super huge. i didnt know anyone then and i didnt want to. at 1st i didnt feel beloged but after awhile everyone felt like family. these past 18 months have been bittersweet. so many memories of great people, new experiences and never ending journy of self discovery. i never thought i'd miss anyone but i know i am. the class chalet was just awesome. it was our last time together as and forever will be PW5094. i'll never forget you guys and i hope you guys dont forget me. i really had fun but our time is almost over. please remember to tae good care of yourselves, enjoy your life and always smile. i love you guys from the bottom of my heart :(
XOXO
Isham
Friday, October 1, 2010
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Iron Maniacs Fitness Team
the title says it all. being a part of iron aint easy. you gotta be mentally tough and of course physically. an iron maniac is an all around fitness team created by Abdul Malek and myself. its made of different athletes from diferent sporting disciplines. to be an iron you must have strength, speed, endurance, core strength, flexibility, stamina and mental toughness with die hard determination
yday we had a fitness test and it really pushed me to my limits. we ran 4 laps, went up and arround then down the stadium seating, run another 2 laps and climb 6 floors up and down for 6 times. i was shagged boy. i really pushed myself. i couldnt run anymore, my mouth was s o dry, my body just screamed for mercy but i kept saying to myself just fuck up and finish it. and also abit of Slayer helped.
yday we had a fitness test and it really pushed me to my limits. we ran 4 laps, went up and arround then down the stadium seating, run another 2 laps and climb 6 floors up and down for 6 times. i was shagged boy. i really pushed myself. i couldnt run anymore, my mouth was s o dry, my body just screamed for mercy but i kept saying to myself just fuck up and finish it. and also abit of Slayer helped.
Monday, September 27, 2010
booked out
so many things happened every day of last week. damn im shagged. didnt get my trainings in, my meals were all shit and im losing lotsa money
MONDAY:
went to henderson wave for photo shoot with Malek Hans Wirda Ayu Ahmad. as usual we woke up so early in the morning for idk what and went to met malek 1st then headed to vivo for breakfast. met at 0800 and started at 1030. penat la oi. well the shoot was fun as usual but didnt take that many pic cause the other photogrpher was busy taking her gf pic. shes just in the way. anw we had 2 sessions. the morning one became afternoon. it was damn bloody hot and i was in 3 layers of clothes. Ayu can take great pic but only from the front. she's so traight minded. yeah we know we're muslims but doesnt mean you go church and help out other ppl of other races and religion makes you a sinner. i thought Islam preached about helping others. sometimes i just think that some ppl are too closed minded. anw we slacked at vivo till about 1830 cause we wanted to see the sunset and night shoot. saw Nadiah and Aidil at vivo.
TUESDAY:
i had 2 interviews. one was a second interview at a hotel then the other at boonlay. i woke up damn early to buy season parking and i was there at 0720. the 2nd one to queue. i sweat like a damn dog, i was wearing formal for God's sake. i had an interview. so my 20 mins wait was a waste cause the bloody person said the date was 24th not 21st. and i had to have a log book. i totally wasted my time there. anw went to Mal's place to get some of my stuff he printed out for me then straight to 1st interview. thought i'd be easy but hell it wasnt. damn i kena tekan like fuck sia. alright im just a trainee. im going there to get experience, get used to the hospitality line, learn new stuff. gimme a break la. everyone started out somewhere right. geez. anw i screwed my 1st interview up and went to boonlay for my 2nd. damn its fucking far but wth right, distance, pay dont matter. anw it wwent well. loved the chef. nice calm funny guy. got hired and starting 11th oct. after that shit went to M.I. to meet my baby sister Suhailahbi. i really miss her. yeah we dont talk often and we rarely meet but i treat her like my sister. met like 3 years ago at madrasah exam hall. she was complaining about the stargazing paper we got and she was like who the hell wants to see stars. met her bf Adib. to tel you the truth, he is one of the nicest guys ive met. he reminds me of Su but her good side. they both really looked great together. i wish them all the best. and i'll break his legs if he breaks her heart
WEDNESDAY:
woke up early as usual and went for my workout then swim meet with Haziq at sk. he's nice but a lil screwe up. honestly youre great but im freaked out around you. sorry but thats just how i feel. we swam for awhile. he love swimming but the spandex is not needed dude. went for lunch then home. it was a short but tiring day.
THURSDAY:
oh i hated this day. i hoped it didnt come but wth it did. my NS medical checkup. was so freaking nervous. anw it was at 0800. got there just in time. 1st station was phototaking. having taking so many shoot, nah it was a breeze. 2nd station urine test omg. this was epic. they told me Mal and few other guys to take the cup and go toilet cause inside got pic instruction. wth. anw we were joking ard like eh you need more ask me, enough?, omg mine so yellow, oops i spilled it. anw it went fine but the one after this didnt. it was a blood test. to everyone out there, i love blood but i HATE needles. thats why i dont take steroids. he strapped my right arm then i told him be gentle. he said ok but the vein wasnt. so he went to my left arm. damn i gave him a huge one. once he took out the syringe i told him wait cause i wanted to get ready, took off my glasses and closed my eye. i felt it sia. i felt it going it and the blood being drawned out. i tought it was over so i took a peek and i saw a full syringe of blood hanging the. i almost fainted sia. and when he pulled it out i almost screamed. couldnt move my arm for like the whole freaking day. anw the rest of the checks were fine. im not deaf, not blind, i dont have bad teeth, heart and lungs alright, blood pressure normal and private area fit to fuck. hahahahaha. after that went to sch cause i had IA briefing then went visiting with my ITE classmates. i spend 7 bucks for cab to bb. and it was like alrd 2330 when we left. took LAST train to amk cause it was the last station and took the 2ND LAST 165 bus home.
FRIDAY:
i spent the whole day lazing aroud then at night went to Yahaya's surprise bdae. said at was 1900 at pit 7 but no one was there. waited till about 1930 then Lisa and Larvi came. helped carried stuff and started the fire. the thing about bbq is you gotta come early to start the fire. come about 2 hours early before the guests. anw Zara's friends were all very friendly. as usual im the one doing all the bbq-ing. anw i got drunk. this was the 1st time i got drunk. damn my head was spinning trying to control it. missed the last bus so i took cab home. couldnt walk straight anw
SATURDAY:
bad hangover. asked Wan what to do cause he was a hardcore clubber, drinker, fucker. stayed at home noon cause i had a wedding to go to with Ayu. omg her friend so familiar like ive met her before and talked to her or something. damn la whats her name. went to open houses after that then home. too tired cause of being hangover. i was in a bad mood. i was angry for nothing. i have so much anger and hate inside. i dont know why. i need a release. a way to either surpress or release or control my anger. ST. ANGER
SUNDAY:
went to Farhan's open house. wanted to meet Zachary after that but Mal wanted go visiting. anything la. anw went to a few houses then back home. really had no mood to do anything
MONDAY:
went to henderson wave for photo shoot with Malek Hans Wirda Ayu Ahmad. as usual we woke up so early in the morning for idk what and went to met malek 1st then headed to vivo for breakfast. met at 0800 and started at 1030. penat la oi. well the shoot was fun as usual but didnt take that many pic cause the other photogrpher was busy taking her gf pic. shes just in the way. anw we had 2 sessions. the morning one became afternoon. it was damn bloody hot and i was in 3 layers of clothes. Ayu can take great pic but only from the front. she's so traight minded. yeah we know we're muslims but doesnt mean you go church and help out other ppl of other races and religion makes you a sinner. i thought Islam preached about helping others. sometimes i just think that some ppl are too closed minded. anw we slacked at vivo till about 1830 cause we wanted to see the sunset and night shoot. saw Nadiah and Aidil at vivo.
TUESDAY:
i had 2 interviews. one was a second interview at a hotel then the other at boonlay. i woke up damn early to buy season parking and i was there at 0720. the 2nd one to queue. i sweat like a damn dog, i was wearing formal for God's sake. i had an interview. so my 20 mins wait was a waste cause the bloody person said the date was 24th not 21st. and i had to have a log book. i totally wasted my time there. anw went to Mal's place to get some of my stuff he printed out for me then straight to 1st interview. thought i'd be easy but hell it wasnt. damn i kena tekan like fuck sia. alright im just a trainee. im going there to get experience, get used to the hospitality line, learn new stuff. gimme a break la. everyone started out somewhere right. geez. anw i screwed my 1st interview up and went to boonlay for my 2nd. damn its fucking far but wth right, distance, pay dont matter. anw it wwent well. loved the chef. nice calm funny guy. got hired and starting 11th oct. after that shit went to M.I. to meet my baby sister Suhailahbi. i really miss her. yeah we dont talk often and we rarely meet but i treat her like my sister. met like 3 years ago at madrasah exam hall. she was complaining about the stargazing paper we got and she was like who the hell wants to see stars. met her bf Adib. to tel you the truth, he is one of the nicest guys ive met. he reminds me of Su but her good side. they both really looked great together. i wish them all the best. and i'll break his legs if he breaks her heart
WEDNESDAY:
woke up early as usual and went for my workout then swim meet with Haziq at sk. he's nice but a lil screwe up. honestly youre great but im freaked out around you. sorry but thats just how i feel. we swam for awhile. he love swimming but the spandex is not needed dude. went for lunch then home. it was a short but tiring day.
THURSDAY:
oh i hated this day. i hoped it didnt come but wth it did. my NS medical checkup. was so freaking nervous. anw it was at 0800. got there just in time. 1st station was phototaking. having taking so many shoot, nah it was a breeze. 2nd station urine test omg. this was epic. they told me Mal and few other guys to take the cup and go toilet cause inside got pic instruction. wth. anw we were joking ard like eh you need more ask me, enough?, omg mine so yellow, oops i spilled it. anw it went fine but the one after this didnt. it was a blood test. to everyone out there, i love blood but i HATE needles. thats why i dont take steroids. he strapped my right arm then i told him be gentle. he said ok but the vein wasnt. so he went to my left arm. damn i gave him a huge one. once he took out the syringe i told him wait cause i wanted to get ready, took off my glasses and closed my eye. i felt it sia. i felt it going it and the blood being drawned out. i tought it was over so i took a peek and i saw a full syringe of blood hanging the. i almost fainted sia. and when he pulled it out i almost screamed. couldnt move my arm for like the whole freaking day. anw the rest of the checks were fine. im not deaf, not blind, i dont have bad teeth, heart and lungs alright, blood pressure normal and private area fit to fuck. hahahahaha. after that went to sch cause i had IA briefing then went visiting with my ITE classmates. i spend 7 bucks for cab to bb. and it was like alrd 2330 when we left. took LAST train to amk cause it was the last station and took the 2ND LAST 165 bus home.
FRIDAY:
i spent the whole day lazing aroud then at night went to Yahaya's surprise bdae. said at was 1900 at pit 7 but no one was there. waited till about 1930 then Lisa and Larvi came. helped carried stuff and started the fire. the thing about bbq is you gotta come early to start the fire. come about 2 hours early before the guests. anw Zara's friends were all very friendly. as usual im the one doing all the bbq-ing. anw i got drunk. this was the 1st time i got drunk. damn my head was spinning trying to control it. missed the last bus so i took cab home. couldnt walk straight anw
SATURDAY:
bad hangover. asked Wan what to do cause he was a hardcore clubber, drinker, fucker. stayed at home noon cause i had a wedding to go to with Ayu. omg her friend so familiar like ive met her before and talked to her or something. damn la whats her name. went to open houses after that then home. too tired cause of being hangover. i was in a bad mood. i was angry for nothing. i have so much anger and hate inside. i dont know why. i need a release. a way to either surpress or release or control my anger. ST. ANGER
SUNDAY:
went to Farhan's open house. wanted to meet Zachary after that but Mal wanted go visiting. anything la. anw went to a few houses then back home. really had no mood to do anything
Friday, September 17, 2010
say cheese
today was an awesome day but very tiring. went to do a photoshoot with Malek, Wirda(makeup artist) and Hans(photographer). suppose to meet at 7 at Mal's place but i overslept but still i was only half hour late. Fieza, our porfessional model didnt come cause she fainted and was tired from ydays event she had. we met at hg inter then headed straight to punggol end. i asked Wendilyn join us cause she stayed nearby but she didnt wanna join in cause she just woke up an was in pyjamas and tank top. anw we took great shots at punggol end before it rained. i had a waldrobe malfunction cause i tried jumping with my black smart pants. bad idea. anw before it rained we went to airport and Wendi left for home. oor girl i bet she got drenched. offered her the poncho but didnt want it. airport was a great place to take pics. i had to put on make up cause itll look better. found out my eyelashes are long. and after Wirda curled it i look so gay but not as bad as my bro. took alot of great shots there and i was wearing my white contacts. scared the hell outta Han with it. anw went back after awhile cause Mal got free tix to USS(Universal Studios Singapore) went home, gym then im going out soon for visiting
Thursday, September 16, 2010
as white as light of day
finally it arrived. ive been waiting for this day for a long time and i had to wait another 2 days. doesnt matter. it looks sick to the bone. went to town twice sending her back home. i promised mah. still havent kept 2 of my promises. sorry babes, been busy. anw this was the 1st time she asked me and my buddy out. she was totally diff that i thought she was. guess you shldnt judge someone before you get to know her. ate at a sushi bar buffet. damn i was stuffed.
this week is my 1st week of real training after fasting. doing okay but kinda sad i cant do thesame amount of reps before fasting. dont worry, strength can get back any time. form, breathing and focus are more important
this week is my 1st week of real training after fasting. doing okay but kinda sad i cant do thesame amount of reps before fasting. dont worry, strength can get back any time. form, breathing and focus are more important
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
like dog
bite your shoe so your shoe wont bite you. thats what i just found out. bloody new hoes give me blisters on both feet. and i walking half of orchard in pain. my socks all covered with blood. awesome.
ppl change. its inevitable. change. something you yourelf cant change. you have to adapt. but its funny when you think you still the same but not what others say. just have to live with it. accept it.
ppl change. its inevitable. change. something you yourelf cant change. you have to adapt. but its funny when you think you still the same but not what others say. just have to live with it. accept it.
Friday, September 10, 2010
1 Syawal 1423
yeah its that time of year again. the month after ramadhan. time for forgiveness, time for tears and joy and laughter. i was really looking forward to this year like i do every other year but its different this time around. not much laughter, not much fun, not much relatives to visit. this year i thought of wearing black but they only had it in size M so i opted for white and still they dont got it in L. mummy suggested orange causee when i was a kid i used to wear orange and she said i looked cute. so yeah i got that. we didnt go visiting much today. think cause alot of family members sick or dead so yeah that sucks huh. well i hope tmr is better and sunday is the best cause imma wear my megadeth tshirt and very light blue jeans. mcm 70's siol. i still want hair like dave Mustaine. hot sak. its not his mouth thats singing, its his hair. anw Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin to everyone. i know ive had my fare share of wrongdoings. im sorry that i raised my voice at you, hit you, insulted you, made fun of you and hurt your feelings. sorry to let you see my other side. every year im trying to be a better person. im only human. you know i'll always love you guys.
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